Ringing in the new year

last year i had someone special in my life to say Happy new year and i wish he was at my party so MAYBE we could have kissed but last night i stayed home with my mom and dad. it was much more fun then having a lot of people over. last year i never knew that i would have to new nephew. i didn't know that the guy i loved was going to stop talking to me at the hardest time in my life. i didn't know that my dad was going to lose his job because of  a crazy boss. But this year i want to hang with my friends as much as possible. i want to see if i can find that special guy for me. This year i rang the new year with my 2 month  old nephew. that was so good he was awake and watching the crowd in NYC. I hope everyone had a great new years eve and day be safe and God Bless