people looking from the outside in to...

when i tell people what goes on they don't understand.

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

i want to do this so much. but things just trigger memories and i just want to get them off my chest i cant not stand having something on my chest. if i had the chance to tell that guy what i feel i don't think i will but then i would regret it so much and i think in the end i would. you guys probably think that my life it messed up and that i hate it. well yea sometimes but a lot i love it because it is not normal at all. my life is so different from others that i don't know how a guy would love me and all the baggies that come with me. i don't ever think that i will ever stop loving him.