life

i don't know what people want me to be anymore i don't want to be like that i just wish i could go out and be myself. i want a guy to ask me truly how are you? i want him to want to talk to me and cares about if I'm stressed out or not. i want him to say hey do want to come over and just get away from all of it. i need to get away from it. i am so stressed out that i don't know what to do with myself. i want my parents to like him. i want him to come to church with me. i want him to say good night to me and mean it and not just say it. i want him to call just to hear my voice. i want him to come over to the house and have my niece to know and love him like he has been part of the family forever i want my mom and dad to say proudly that this is my daughters boyfriend. i want to know and like his parents. i want my BFFF girlfriend to like him and that he wont hurt me physically or emotionally.